IB will be the Death of Me.

Long time, no post D:
I havent posted since July 6th
Thats because life has been a rollercoaster since then.
I have built up. Torn down.
Done things i wish i hadnt.
Became best friends with someone.
Hated that person.
And now we are cool.
They think i liike them more than i actually do.
Her name?
Ruth, my fathers girlfriend.

Did you know that i am fifteen years old?
I am not forty two as my mother might think.
She talks trash about my dad.
About Ruth.
She tells me about the more adult part of my parents divorce,
Like the cheating. The lying.
But i dont want to hear it.
I tell her but it goes in one ear and out the other.

I have four best friends.
Only four.
Reid has like 10.
(Reid is my older sister)
Reid goes to real high school.
Reid goes to real parties.
Reid has lots real friends.
Reid is normal.
Sam goes to a fake high school.
Sam goes to fake parties.
Sam has only 4 real friends.
Sam isnt normal.