Sunday, March 21, 2010

Hello, My name is Lane Kim.

I feel like i have to hide who i really am.
I feel as though no one should see the real me.
Why?
Why?
Why?
I feel like if i show you who i really am.
You will surley leave me.
So what do i do to hide this?

I hollow out books.
Today i hollowed out 2 books.
They are to hide money.
I decided once i raise 2,000 dollars
I will tell my parents i am bi.
This is because i need to make sure i have money.
Because if they kick me out,
Then i need money to fall back on.

My name is Sam.
And i am scared of being myself.
I feel like i need to dress like everyone else does.
I need to say what everyone else does.
I need to be like everyone else.
And the real me needs to be hidden.
Because if you see the real me.
You wont like me.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

People who really care about you won't stop loving you. You should be yourself and happy, and not be sad and someone else. :(

Turtle. said...

lane kim? gilmore girls? tht's all i remembered with that name. you need to text me dude, we haven't spoken in a while. i know we have a lot to catch up on.