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You make me smile.
You make me cry.
You make me happy.
You frustrate me.
How can you do this to me and still be who you are?
Did you know when i think about that situation, i almost want to cry.
Not because i am jealous.
Not because i am some emotional freak.
Well maybe i am an emotional freak. But still.
Its because you made me a promise.
You promised me that you would stay away.
You would do as i say.
 Jump ship before it sets sail.
But you wont listen to me.
Your just going to go on doing what you do.
She says shes not into you.
But she lies.
I see it in her eyes.
She wants you.
She needs you.
She needed me at one point.
She really did.
But you see where me and her are now?
I dont want that for you.
I gave her my heart and she broke it in two.
She gave dme hers, and yeah i hurt it.
I tried to repair it.
But she never saw that.
You, you dont want that.
But that doesnt matter.
You wont listen to me.
Do you want to know why i really dont want you to go there?
Because if i saw you near her.
If i saw you cuddling with her.
I wouldnt be able to stand it.
Why?
I have no idea.
Just the thought of it makes me uncomftorable.
And then,
You would become obessed like i did,
And want to spend all your time with her.
Where would you go during gym?
With her?
With us?
You cant have both.
Because you know the rest of us dont want her with us.
I.
Cant.
Do.
This.
You say to live life in the moment.
LLITM.
But sometimes.
We need to think about others perspectives.
Think about how others might feel.
I want to belive that you will do as you promised.
But it kills me when i have to doubt my bestfriend.
Its Death From Doubt.