But what if i cant do it?

You say you love me.
You say you want to be together forever.
You leave me.
You break my heart.
You go to him.

We fight.
We yell.
We cry.
We say hirtful things.
You tell me to "go extinct"
I cut because of you.
I cry.

And now...
You wanna still be friends.
You tell me you need me.
You now say you need me,
That you want to be best friends.

What if i fall bac in love with you?
What if i want to be with you again?
What happens when you break my heart again.
I dont know if i could do it.