Thursday, January 21, 2010

Sweet Dreams That Wont Come True.

Today at school i had 3 break downs.
Due to my dad is moving out today.
And that Gabys boyfriend came to eat lunch with her today.
Which resulted in me saying i was mad.
And Richard saying be happy.
Now shes with someone she actually wants to be with.
I am failing every class.
And i am suicidal.
FML.

All of this together resulted in me sitting in my favorite teachers room skipping life skills.

Now im sitting in my room listening to a playlist of owl city and we the kings.
 Life is at a complicated point right now.
My mother forgot i want to kill myself i belive.
She doesnt treat me like i want to die, more like im just here.

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