Bitch please

My sisters are mean.
Like i swear one second we will be joking around..the next ill be cutting.
My sister made it a point this morning to tell me i eat to much,
i dont play sports,
and i need to lose weight.

Like i stole my phone and called my girlfriend.
They said they were goiung to tell.
I said if they tell ill bring up some blackmail i have on them.
They said i wouldnt.
Went and told.
I told the blackmail.
So now everyone is grounded for like 1week.
And this is my fault...
Im not sure how but whatever.

So this weekend i went camping :)
But the people i was camping with made sure to tell me im a horrible person.
I was like thanks.
Im trying so hard not to cut.
But no one cares.
No one ever cares.
I mean if i had a bestfriend...
mabe they would care.
But thats dumb..
Who would want to be my best friend...
So this is my worst blog yet.
:( ill write a better one later.