Sunday, October 4, 2009

Cause I would die for you...On skyway avenue....

Skyway Avenue Bless the Broken Road
Check Yes Juilet
Crushcrushcrush
Do you remember
Fall for you
For a pessmistic, im pretty optimistic
Fuck it
Halllelujah

My playlist.
That playlist.
I listen to it on special occaisions.
Or not so special occasions.
The times when that razor is looking.
And i need those sharp blades.
Or my pocket knife is trembling in my hand.
About to do that thing that makes my feel in control.
About to make that mistake.
Im listening to it now.
I need help.
I want help.
But they dont understand.
No one around me does either.
I want someone to talk to.
Or even a pen pal.
That would make me happy.
But since no one reads my blog why does it even matter?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

you are not alone, everyone has a playlist.
the people who you less expect care, and they will listen to you and your playlist.