Who will love me for me?

Who?
Who loves the fat kid who doesnt have any friends?
Who loves the weird kid who hooked up with the "weird not black" girl?
Who loves the kid who cuts himself?
But hasnt in 12 days?
But is dieing to.
Who gets really upset about the little things?
But stays calm in the big problems?
Who loves the kid who is scared of scary movies.
Who every afternoon just stays in his room
Whos family doesnt love him.
Who is scared.
Scared no one will ever love him.
Scared everyone will leave him again.
Scared theyll hate him again.
Scared hell never make friends.
Scared of death.
Scared of suicide.
Scared of fear.
Who will love the kid who doesnt love him self.
Im alone.
Im alone
I hate being alone.
Who will love the alone kid?
I mean i have her.
She has me.
We are together.
Together alone.
She feels alone.
I feel alone.
We are alone.
I probaly dont make since.
I never do.
December comes last.
But im not even sure if December is even coming this year.
Is it?
Or will it just finish last again?
Last place doesnt get a trophie.
No body loves a loser.
So who will love me?
Love me for me?

*this blog was inspired by the song  Love me by, JJ Heller