Thursday, October 15, 2009

Cliche Emo

This blog i would like to dedicate to Turtle, if that is your real name.
If so, thats a amazing name.
If not...Its a cool nick name :)

Well in one comment turtle..commented? she said these three words.
Cliche Emo Kid.
This was not in a bad way...at least i didnt take it like that.
And it inspired this blog.

Cliche Emo Kid in the eyes of Sam Tarleton
Dark haired
Black clothes
Loner

Sam Tarleton the emo kid
Bright clothes,
One thousand after school activities
Babysitter.

When she called me a cliche emo kid i started thinking.
I dont fit the perspective of a emo.
I dont wear any black clothing.
Blondish hair.
Happy at school.
Has some friends.
On the debate team.
And at school...a happy kid...sorta,
Sometimes im happy.
Cause i like school.
Cause its not my house.
Thats why i do after school activites...l
I do enjoy them.
But its mainly to stay away.
I love it.
But hate it.
"To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me"
Favorite part out of Simple Plan's Song Welcome to my Life
Because this is the biography of everyone whos wver cutt.
And its defiently mine.
Seeing as before writing this i cut..yet again
But im  not getting into that...
I cut this time because of something stupid.
Keep in touch?
Write me a letter :)
It would greatly please me.

3 comments:

Kassandrah said...

Everyone calls me an emo, even though I have brunette hair and dress like a rich prep.
I wear pink moccassins!


And turtle would be a wicked name! :D

Turtle. said...

Lol, thank you. I think my name is pretty awesome too. And even though my mom didn't name me that, for the last 4 years, pretty much everyone has called me that, so it might as well be my name by now.

And dude, I didn't mean that I thought you were cliche. I'm not very good with words, but I guess what I meant was that when people talk about SI, they think about those dark kids in the corner with their flippy hair and their "woe is me" attitude, and that's not who I want to be put in a category with, I don't think you want to be put there either. Like people talk about it so lightly, like it's the same thing as a "hippie" having long hair and wearing tiedye. You're a bright, blonde babysitter. I'm an sunshine-y, energetic, supervolunteer (I'm in Habitat for Humanity, Key Club, and I mentor elementary school kids among other things, trust me, I'm a supervolunteer). There's nothing cliche about SI. I guess, that's what I was trying to comment on. I don't know. You're in IB, right? I'm gonna have a nerd moment and say this is one of the fails of language that IB kids discuss in ToK class. Those darn Ways of Knowing.

And, dude, it's weird how much alike we are. Like, I'm the same way with extra-curriculars. I HATE being at home. I need to get away from the noise, so I join just about everything just so I have an excuse to not be here. I'll even settle for going with my friends to like their dentist appointments just to avoid going home. So, yeah, I get it.

Angus said...

lol
evry1 calls me emo
sure i do have emo hair and i dress emo etc.
but i don't have the personality at all
i smile to evry1
and i think im a happy person ^.-
lol

i admire u