I flicked my bic cause it needed to be flicked.

Flcik my bic.
Thats what it says on the side of my lighter.
Today i layed in my bed almost all day.
Until 5:32pm.
Thats when i looked out the window.
Relized it was fall.
The leaves were changing.
And I was missing it.
So i but on some jeans.
Put on my blue abercrombie jacket.
Went barefoot.
So i went down stairs.
So i grabbed 3 of my mothers ciggerates.
Went out side.
And leaned against a tree.
And lite the first ciggerate i have had in 2 months.
And leaned against the tree and smoked.
Then i acciendently dropped the ciggerate.
And it broke.
So i stood up, and got another one.
Then i walked around my back yard.
Saw the dead grass.
The dead grass where the tent was.
The tent i slept in this summer.
We left it up all summer.
And me, my cousin, and whoever came over,
Would sleep out there.
Thats also where we go caught.
And got in huge trouble.
For smoking a joint.
So i walked over to that spot.
Layed down.
And lit my second ciggerate.
And i started into the sky.
Analyizing everything.
I saw flocks of birds go by.
I heard dogs bark.
I was at peace.
Then i lit ciggerate 3.
Did the same.
Then after i finished that one.
I layed in the grass.
And watched the sky.
I closed my eyes.
And sat there.
Then i went in side.
Got 2 more ciggerates.
And layed there.
But this time i found a volley ball.
So i picked it up.
And used it to put my head on.
As i smoked i watched the smoke float away.
I watched my breath get darker with every puff.
I took drag after drag off those ciggerates.
Thinking.
Thinking about this summer.
Thinking about life.
Thinking about what i woul do different.
Thinking about the things i would never change.
Thinking about everything.
It was amazing.
Marbolo light 100's can save a guys life.
Peronally,
I like Camel Menthols better,
But you use what you have.
You become happy.
Then you go up to your room to blog about it.
The only reason im not still out there?
It got dark.
And i heard a hobo.
(I live infront of railroad tracks)