So today was a horribly horrible day.
I go to school, and forgot 2 of my assignments so i had to copy my friend Victoria's...
Whic i do all the time anyway....But still.
You dont get it, well Turtle does :)
IB is a lot of work.
Its pretty bad.
Then i forgot it was my girlfriend and Is one month anniversiry....
So like she told her friend and her friend told everyone...
And then they all made fun .
Even thjough it wasnt any of their buisness.
Now my girlfriend is at her home...
Upset at me.
She cut.
Now i really want to cut.
But i already have to many cuts on my legs.
I cut on my legs and not my arms btw.
Because my parents can see them on my arms.
People cant see my legs.
Well so im about to go cutt....
Like im upset and cant stand it.
Help me.
For the love of god help me.
Im a wreck.
I m a mess.
I dont even know.
I need to cut more then anything.
This blog is taking a unexpected turn but whatever.
Heres the thing.
No one in the world gets me.
Im that odd ball who sits wuth different people every day.
I dont really fit in anywhere.
I sit with my girlfriend and her gay best friend who flirts with me and i get creeeped out.
Im that guy who sat at home while everyone was at that party.
I would have gone.
But i wasnt invited.
I would hang out with them this firday night.
But i wasnt invited.
And im grounded.
Which to me really isnt much.
Because she says i cant go anywhere, but i wasnt going to anyway.
She says i cant call or text people, but i do anyway.
Grounding is mcuh anyway.
1 comment:
It's more like "IB, therefore I BS". And, I know it won't make you feel any better, but you're not as different as you think you are. You aren't alone, even though you feel that way. Even though other ppl like you are hard to find, especially in high school, it's not just a myth, they do exist.
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