Thursday, January 27, 2011

Gillette

I did something bad. I cut. For the first time in a year. I cried. So hard. Really hard. Kill me now.
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Go somewhere with your life.

I hate you. Your my father ans I hate you.
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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Just do it. Or not.

I bought a ring the other day. Which my family thought was odd because well...I don't really wear rings, or any accessory for that matter. They think I am just being weird, wearing a ring. But to me, this ring has a whole different meaning. It is my purity ring. On the inside it says "Lugar para Principe Azul." Which in Spanish means Waiting for Prince Charming. People tell me I'm weird for waiting till marriage. Why not? Sex is over rated. Sex is complicated. Sex messes things up. I know to many people who have messed up something in their life because of sex. Those three letters can mess you up. Pregnancy. STD's. Why do something with someone that can mess you up? And not to be cliche, but i want my first time to be special. I want to leave my wedding reception and go back to our hotel sweet. When i get there i want the whole place to be covered in rose petals. I want there to be champagne and chocolate. I want to be able to cuddle there and remember that night for the rest of my life. The night where i lose my virginity. The night i have sex with that one person, ill be with for the rest of my life.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone....

I want a fairy tale romance.
I want to be swept off my feet.
Someone to throw rocks at my window.
Someone to seranade me.
I want John Cusak outside my window with a boom box.
I want Patrick Dempsey with a lawn mower.
I want to kiss in the rain.
I want someone to hang from a ferris wheel to ask me out.
Please..
Wheres my romance?
I neeed to blog more...but my laptop is broken : /

Saturday, January 1, 2011

A lot of firsts

You drive me crazy.
They call me insane. You mock me because you think it makes you cool.
Your going to kill me.