Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Pick me. Choose me. Love me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=st2jamNWcJM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

For starters go watch that video. Best Greys scene ever. Anyways that girl Erin I was friends with? Yeah that's done. Like she was trashy. And talked about me. And thought it was funny when people called me bgs( big gay sam) and then she write that on the board in class. Whatever.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Im country strong

Im done with people. Me and my dad get into it then he acts like nothing is wrong. My "best friends" treat me like shit. whatever.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Boys will be Boys. Sluts will be Sluts.

I have friends over. They are straight up ignoring me for my sister. Joy.

What to do when there's nothing to do.

With the best friend Tammy (:
Quinton's here too! We have been hanging out all day. I'm really glad were friends. Tam is probably the best friend anyone can ask for. Legit. Like he is always there for me. We fight like crazyy sometimes. But no Matter what he's here for me.

Garden of Eden

Went to that het together last night. Turns out it wasn't really a party as I thought, she had invited like 5 people over. But by the time Gabby and I got there 2 of the people had already left. It was a ton of fun. Kaitlin was there. She's super sweet. She's really nice, I feel like me and her are gonna be friends for a while. She reminds me of my old friend Livi. She's like mello like her. Gabby, the girl I brought, is super cool. Like she's really out there. She dresses her own way. She says exactly what she's thinking. The persons who's house we were at is Ginaya. She seems really cool, just quiet. I feel like she doesn't like me. But well see how that goes. Either way I had a ball last night.

Friday, September 23, 2011

Consuela

Going to a party tonight. No other paisley kids are invited. I'm really kinda excited, me and my friends are bringing orange chicken!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Watching Kaitlin Tumble

Made a Tumblrrrr. Im likingggg itttt. follow me? www.thingsidoandprobablyshouldnt.tumblr.com


I really like this boy at my school, but hes straighttt. Hes really cute abd i love his voice, like is voice is adorable. Can I have him for Christmas?
But there is this hispanic boy name David, hes a cutie. And i think hes gay.
But I think Richard likes him which would be a problem. I don't even know.

A life of lies and liberation

I feel like I can truly be me at parkland. There's no you have to be this. Do this, it's be your self. I love it. I have had so many adventures. Met so many people. Made so many freinds. I'm glad I came here.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

LazeeSundazze

Joined tumblr today. I really confused on how it works. Whatever I'll figure it out. So my dad said something to Ruth about me being gay. He said he didn't want me to but it was whateva. Freaking out?

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Everyone Nows

Thought I was ready for my parents to know, but since they found out without me telling them, I've been scared and upset. can't Handel this

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Is there a brown eyed boy in my future?

School. School. School. School.
So this school year is a whole new ball game. Everyone is so diiferent. Like at my old school, everyone was the same...kinda? Like there wasnt a wide variety of people. Here, everyone has there own thing. Like, there is this one gay kid in my classs who wears like organic-african looking things all the time. Hes pretty nice, and kinda cute (: My plan for this year consists of not coming out/coming out. Like Im not going to yel to the high hevans hey guys Im gay! But if you ask me, yeah im going to tell you. I really want to meet someone this year. Like I am the kind of person who is good in relationships. I love having someone to love and care for but also having someone i know feels the same way. I need my prince charming. Applications are currently being accpeted.